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Oh dear I'm in love with the memory of Christopher Hitchens. Well to be exact I'm totally infatuated with his sexy sexy voice.. and his eloquence in stating his view.. ummm yum..

not an existentialist! (at least currently)

Sartre said that hell is other people. But I have to disagree. Even tough being in constant compromise with others is exhausting as hell, for me the alternative is much more hellish. That are: taking responsibility for yourself, being decisive and commit to your own action, and not succumbing yourself to procrastination... well in my experience this kind of life principal is much-much more painful. So I have to say I may not an existentialist at all. But I feel the necessity to learn to be one.
In this era of competitiveness and whatnot, I might in the end be totally disappointed at myself. It's funny to find that I even procrastinate to find an effective way to overcome my habit of procrastinating. Eh, should I call it a "meta-procrastination?"
Yeah, I need to finish that one project I've been hold up for more than a week, now. And I need to finish read that Danto's book, so I can maintain my dignity as a sef-proclaimed intellect heheh.. Finaggling to my own pitiful life, I've been trying to find solace in cases such as Douglas Adams' chronic procrastinating habit. But I have to realize, Adams might just lucky to avoid the deathly consequences of this bad habit. He might be a nobody without his luck. But the sad truth is, somebody WILL be a NOBODY should he/she can't find no vaccine for this procrastination virus. Yeah I should have stopped this yammering already...

Oh That Machiavellian TV Show...

Just finished binge-watch House of Cards season 4, and wow, I just need to write something down! I still couldn't really fathom some of the intricate plot involving american political dynamics and whatnot. On second viewing and with google by my side I'll sure be able to grasp the whole narrative just like the seasons before this one; but gosh, it really hit me to the core.
Just yesterday I watched so many "School of Life"s videos, and now this... it's like peering to the convoluted wonder of human psyche. The Underwood couple is a perfect, ruthless pragmatists;which in the era of "anything goes" such as today, served as a fresh alternatives to a rather formulaic-boring protagonists in tv shows. Well not just tv I guessed, all narration must have been a bit shifty nowadays; changing direction from choosing a morally-accountable characters to a myriad possibilities of how human behaviours could be.
I need to wake up early in the morning, but feel the need to write something off  here. So I guessed I'll edited this post later when I have the time.

rant on narcissism

Once, I read an article about a casual analysis of Cersei Lannister--y'know, that bitch from the Game of Thrones. It is said that Cersei might suffer from Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD). Well it is quite obvious to see how she consider herself (and sometimes her family-household) as the central point for everything; and how she believe herself to be better than everyone else. But upon reading the article, I can't help but wondering, am I falls into the her category as well, even for a small percentage of my personality?
Today I feel amazingly frustrated by how stupid every people around me (especially men) behaved. I'm a nice person (cursed me!), but should I drank a glass of verita serum, I'd sure be emasculating their intellect there and then. Gosh, does that mean that I'm a narcissistic bitch deep inside? People said I'm picky when it comes to friends and boys, but to be honest, I'm secretly undermining most people around me. There are a number of people I regarded as someone I look up to; but more often than not, I find they to be annoyingly & uninterestingly  dull too :(
Gosh, I might be a narcissist indeed.  Oh joy, I'm a Cersei instead of a Daenerys :( And I know, if I can't bend this perspective, I soon meet my (social) doom...

I don't want to believe, I want to know...

This is why, being skeptical is necessary...

And this post is a kind of self-remedy, after seeing how my fellow citizens of this country had been behaving lately :(

A Beautiful Coming of Age Ballad

Contemplate this: a source material written by a beloved prolific novelist; a prodigy director at the peak of his creativity; four casts of a very talented young boys--whose personality matched their characters perfectly, they practically played themselves;  and a script so well written it was almost beat the source material itself.

Well, turns out the combination of those qualities resulted in a “one of the kind” movie. As evidenced here by Rob Reiner’s “Stand by Me”.

Stand by Me (SbM) is an adaptation of Stephen King’s novella “The Body”, and as King’s fans would have already recognized, it’s not a horror story at all. Instead, it’s a coming of age saga which—just like many teen stories in general—deals with the quirks of growing up.  SbM somehow stands out among other teenage movies,because it has a certain darkness to it.  I haven’t read the novella yet, so I don’t know how far the adaptation differ from the source material. But from what I gathered, the script was so brilliant, that King himself has mentioned that of many of his works’ adapted movies,  SbM is the best he has yet to enjoyed. It’s interesting to note that he really dislike Stanley Kubrick’s “the Shining”, and prefer this family drama over the critically acclaimed film.

I have already fallen in love with Rob Reiner’s later work “the Princess Bride”, so I knew what kind of quality I’ll find in SbM before I got  the chance to watched it. But apart from Reiner’s brilliant directing, the story itself served as the main ingredients to the movie’s appeal.

SbM premises in the adventureof two fateful days, ventured by four teen friends in finding a dead body. Yes a-dead-body, just as expected from Stephen King, this story deals with dark themes. But even if death might be a constant motif of the movie, but at core it highlighted the realistic depiction of life itself, with its gritty and harsh reality.

The ragtag team of the main characters consist of: Gordie Lachance, the smart-quiet-awkward one, who serves as the movie narrator; Chris Chamber, the mature and the peace maker of the group, and also Gordie’s closest friend; Teddy Duchamp, the wild card and the most problematic kid in the group; and Vern Tessio, the chubby and slow yet lovable one, who served as a comic-relief in the story.

Narrated by the adult Gordie, the story begin with a tragic news of Chris’s death years after the main story occurred. Gordie, upon reading the news, then commemorate the fateful two days of his teen-hood, where a missing boy has been a headline in their small town newspaper for days. Vern who accidently listened to  his delinquent brother chatting up his friend about the possible location of the missing dead body, decided to tell his friends about it. Excited of the possibility of being a local heroes, the four friends decided to embark on the journey to find the dead body.

The journey reveals that each boy bear their own personal demons and each has their own way to deal with it. This is where we find the jewel of the story.

Teddy revealed to be an abused child whose father, a survivor of the WW2, burnt his child’s ear as a result for his unstable mentality. But on top of it all, Teddy still adore his lunatic father to the point of going berserk when one of the townsfolk mocked his father.

Chris who came from a family packed with criminals, suffered from the townsfolk’s typecasting who labeled him as a delinquent. But apart from his family background Chris is shown to be a wise child, mature beyond his age; he often served as the peacemaker of the group and always looking out for his friend’s well-being, especially Gordie.

Chubby and joyful Vern, who always targeted to be bullied by  his own friends is shown to be an easygoing and fun-loving child, always ready to forgive his friends antics.

And then there's Gordie, whose at the time of the story just came out of a grieving period after his older brother’s death. Gordi was frustrated because his parents—grief-stricken by their firstborn’s loss—abandoned Gordie for the memory of the more favorable son. Yet Gordie enjoyed their traveling, acted as the rational one, always ready for practical solutions  at hand.

 As I mentioned before, death is the motif of the movie, as proven by how many time it served as a plot-device to run the narration. First it was served as Gordie’s plot, for as the story goes, viewers learns that Gordie was haunted by the memory of his older brother’s death; Second it was the main plot for the story, for the main mission of the casts is to find a dead body in order to be heroes at their hometown. And the last one, is Chris’s death which triggered Gordie as the narrator, to tell us (the viewers) about his and friend’s story on that fateful days.

But even we find deaths all over the story, we also learned that life is the essence of the story too; and that goodness and kindness is the main engine of life itself. It’s what breaths out interesting tales in the world. At the climax when Gordie broke down at the sight of the dead body, he mourned the folly of the world: how death can win over life, and how the memory of a death sibling can win over his need for his parent’s affection. Chris’s insistence that Gordie deserved a brighter future (even deserved it more than his favorable deceased brother) became a touch of kindness, the assurance that the insecure Gordie needs. Even as the epilogue rolls out and reveals a realistic ending (Chris’s death, Teddy’s bleak adult life; and Vern’s average-mediocre life) we can gathered that in that fateful two days of their teen-hood, the friends will always remember and cherish the kindness and goodness they’ve shared, no matter what place they ended up later on their life. Just like the last sentence the adult Gordie wrote in his computer: “I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?” 

:-((((

http://michaelmoore.com/trumpwillwin/
he's right... sigh