"Faith". The term is an unfamiliar subject in my 30 years of experience as a Homo sapiens. Yet, it gave me a second life today.
Ever since I have the ability to remember, I have always been a doubting Thomas, thus I never truly have faith on myself. It tolls in a number of heartbreak experience, because I have been taking people's point of view as the source of my own confidence. But today came an understanding, that even though you never give yourself too much credit, there are always people around you who can regard you in high value, which, in my opinion, rather give you a higher experience, than those who can provide value from inside themselves.
Ah, this might be just another sappy moment for my swing-y personality... But yeah, I can't deny, the bubbling happiness inside my chest. Because somehow, there are people who regards me as something valuable...
I guess, being a doubting Thomas isn't such a bad thing after all...
