Jumat, Desember 30, 2016

rant on narcissism

Once, I read an article about a casual analysis of Cersei Lannister--y'know, that bitch from the Game of Thrones. It is said that Cersei might suffer from Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD). Well it is quite obvious to see how she consider herself (and sometimes her family-household) as the central point for everything; and how she believe herself to be better than everyone else. But upon reading the article, I can't help but wondering, am I falls into the her category as well, even for a small percentage of my personality?
Today I feel amazingly frustrated by how stupid every people around me (especially men) behaved. I'm a nice person (cursed me!), but should I drank a glass of verita serum, I'd sure be emasculating their intellect there and then. Gosh, does that mean that I'm a narcissistic bitch deep inside? People said I'm picky when it comes to friends and boys, but to be honest, I'm secretly undermining most people around me. There are a number of people I regarded as someone I look up to; but more often than not, I find they to be annoyingly & uninterestingly  dull too :(
Gosh, I might be a narcissist indeed.  Oh joy, I'm a Cersei instead of a Daenerys :( And I know, if I can't bend this perspective, I soon meet my (social) doom...

Kamis, Desember 08, 2016

I don't want to believe, I want to know...


This is why, being skeptical is necessary...
And this post is a kind of self-remedy, after seeing how my fellow citizens of this country had been behaving lately :(